trapped emotions

What is this i'm feeling
I just can't explain
When you're near
I'm just not the same

I tried to hide it
I tried not to show it
It's crazy
How could it be?

When you said hello
I looked in your eyes
Suddenly, I felt good inside

Is this really happenin'
Or am i just dreaming?
I guess it's true
I cant believe

I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And i'm falling in love
I finally know how it feels

So this is love

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I hate the way you walk
Hate the way you talk
Hate the way you look at me

I hate the way you smile
Hate those big brown eyes
Cause I know they're not for me

I hate thinkin of you
Cause everytime i do
I just keep on missing you

And I hate the way I feel
Everytime your near
Cause its feels like time is standing still

I hate it when you're blue
And how I cared for you
Hate the way my heart desires

And I hate those sleepless nights
And the pain I kept inside
But I keep on
Pretending it's alright

Cause we can never be
More than friends
And it hurts me
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is you

I don't know what to do
Hate me for loving you
Cause I know it's wrong for
Me to say... I love you...

- beautifully written isn't it ... - 

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Yesterday was our gathering.... venue at Kensington Oakland .... 

A msg to Jill Ong .... pls upload ur photos from ur cam ..... haha! 

Thanks to Jill for organizing it... had fun fun time with u all .... It was crazy ..haha... talk n talk n talk n cam whoring till 11.30pm.... there was Michelle aka Cikgu Lee.... i know u r gonna kill me for this... haha... our newly 'ji mui' ...Zacq... then .... Ah mei... miss Jill Ong... n myself :) .... Yani.. Lee Moo... Wendy ... n Wei Fong could not make it .... meey u guys another time k :)

                                                           Darling Jill n me :)

                                                       Zacq, Michelle and Mei 

   

                                                         Mei n Jill Ong      

 

                                                          Mei n myself :)

                                                                   us         

                                             Jill.. who are u looking at le ???? :p         

                                   

                                                    haha! at Jill's place ... 

                                   hehe.... again ...okok..will stop right away!

back to reality .......... 

                                                           Jill n Michelle 

thats all I have k ... waiting for Jill to upload hers... hehe :) luv ya all !

-you know you love me- xoxo .... macam familiar saje.... haha!

               

stucked....

Actually I wrote this post yesterday and when I tried to publich the post...there was some error and all was deleted ...................argghhh*  So today am trying to recall back what I wrote la k..  

It started like this.....

I have reached to this point where I felt that I'm stucked... I felt that my blog is in a mess... I'm freaking blur bout all this html stuffs... aihz... the dates are all going haywire... haha! I'm also stucked on what to write here le.... I wanted to write about something but I'm afraid I will get many questions about it la... hehehe.... so Im not writing bout it ... secret ..secret.... me ..myself n I only know... or maybe some ppl ..hmmmm .............:p

I have this habit le of doing this ................. and .................... and ........................ all the DOTS. haha! I cant seem to stop myself la. its automatic ..haha! 

I know this is a very very boring de post...... haha..sure will kena kutuk from someone if he reads this.... but then luckily will be safe for this 2 days cos he will be away frm his pc... hahahha.... 

-the end- 

its something like this la what I wrote ... haha.... ta~